Being Good

My judgement is biased so I ask you to help me out

Am I good?

What does it mean to be good?

Does it count if I want to be good or only if I try?

Do I deserve happiness?

Is me asking this showing entitlement?

Do I lose points for it?

Are things rightfully ours or earned?

as a follow-up,

Can anything be deserved or do we always have to snatch them?

If I have bad thoughts but don't act on them,

Does it count?

Am I bad?

Does it matter?

This unnecessary pursuit of good, whose roads are filled with all that's bad;

Self-doubt

Self-induced guilt

Self-inflicted sadness

After all,

What am I gonna do with all this count?

Will these points just unlock a higher & harder level of a game I didn't ask to play?

-P